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<P>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning with You &amp; I </P>
<P><U>Chapter 10</P></U><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
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<P>Just then she heard the doorbell ring. Taking her chance she ran to get the door, stopping at the hall mirror to dry her eyes and fix her make-up. When she answered the door there was Haley and a girl she didn’t know, but took her to be Jon’s girlfriend Cassie.</P>
<P>“Hey you guys! Come on in!” Hayley said trying to hide that she had been crying not more than a few minutes before.</P>
<P>“Hey Hayls. Long time no see. It’s been ages!” Haley exclaimed as she wrapped Hayley in a big hug. Then she stepped back and brought the other girl forward.</P>
<P>“Hayls this is Cassie, Jon’s girlfriend. Cassie this is Hayley, We went to high-school together.”</P>
<P>Cassie extended her hand and shook Hayley’s.</P>
<P>“Nice to meet you Cassie. I’ve heard so much about you.” Hayley said with a warm smile. Cassie smiled back, then Hayley lead the two girls into the living room where everyone was at.</P>
<P>They were all waiting when Hayley entered with the two girls. Haley was dressed in a spaghetti strapped, light blue, knee length dress. It’s had a white silk rose on the hip that slightly gathered up the skirt making the bottom come up at upside down “V”. Her hair was curled put in a loose bun. She wore light blue eye shadow that matched the light blue crystal necklace and bracelet she was also wearing. When she entered she said hello to the boys and then slid her hand into Spencer’s. He leaned over and gave her a soft kiss on the lips and commented on her dress. She giggled and complimented his outfit too. </P>
<P>Next entered Cassie. She was wearing a deep-red evening gown that went below her knees. A black silk ribbon was tied around her waist and into a bow behind her. It matched her glittered, black sling-back heels. In her hand was a black velvet handbag that had a tiny red bow at the top. She wore black eyeliner and mascara with light brown eye shadow. She entered, said her hellos, and took her place next to Jon. He complimented how gorgeous she looked and she told him he looked very handsome, smiled and kissed his cheek. He smiled and pecked her lips and linked his arm in hers.</P>
<P>When everyone was settled Hayley introduced Angeline to Haley and Cassie. They greeted each other and shook hands. Then Hayley looked up at the clock. It was 7:20. </P>
<P>“Hey how are we getting to the show?” Hayley as she turned to Ryan.</P>
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<P>“Oh the label called and they are sending a limo. It should be here any minute.” Ryan replied as he checked his phone.</P>
<P>The girls started a conversation with each other and about ten minutes later the doorbell rang and it was the limo driver. Everyone grabbed there belongings and headed out the door, after the girls did a quick run to the bathroom mirror. The guys headed out to the limo, got in, and waited for the girls. A few minutes later the girl’s hurried out of the house giggling about some joke Cassie had just shared. They entered the limo and sat in the seats across from the guys.</P>
<P>After Ryan told the driver that they were ready, they were off to the award show. The whole ride there the four girls couldn’t stop talking. Hayley and Haley would reminisce about their high school years and what they had been up to since then. Cassie and Angeline would also add in here and there. The girls would also talk about the latest gossip news and Cassie and Haley would ask questions about how it is living in New York. When they finally pulled up to the venue where the award show was being held they all took their places to exit. Spencer and Haley were first. They thanked the driver and exited into the mass of reporters and flashing cameras. Next came Jon and Cassie. They too thanked the driver and followed Spence and Haley into the crowd. Now it was Brendon and Angeline’s turn. Angeline looked pretty nervous, Brendon could tell.</P>
<P>“Hey Angeline. You ready? Just stick with me and you’ll be fine.” “Promise.” Brendon added as he grabbed her hand and gave a reassuring squeeze.</P>
<P>Angeline looked over at Hayley for more support. “Don’t worry Hun. You’ll be fine. I’m right behind ya.” Hayley said smiling at her friend.</P>
<P>Angeline heaved a sigh and let Brendon lead her out of the limo into the cameras and bright lights. Last to exit was Ryan and Hayley. They gave their final ‘thank you’ to the driver, Hayley rested her arm on Ryan’s and they too exited.</P>
<P>Outside on the red carpet the group stayed close together, smiling for the cameras and walking slowly behind the other celebrities in front of them. When they got close to the end a interview lady stopped them.</P>
<P>“And here comes Panic! at the Disco,” they heard her say. So the group walked over to her and the camera she was in front of.</P>
<P>“Hey,” the boys said in unison.</P>
<P>“ So glad you guys could make it tonight. What are you all wearing?” The lady said holding out the microphone.</P>
<P>“We are wearing one-of-a-kind AngelJean designs. AngelJean are our new designers.” Ryan replied to the woman.</P>
<P>“Very nice, who are they?” The Interviewer inquired.</P>
<P>“They are a pair of best friends from New York. Hayley Williams and Angeline Chase. They really are amazing.” Brendon chimed in looking at Hayley and Angeline.</P>
<P>The lady nodded and followed up with another question. “So I see Spencer and Jon have brought Haley and Cassie. Hello girls.” </P>
<P>The girls both said hello. Then the interviewer added,</P>
<P>“And I see Brendon and Ryan you have brought your new girl friends too!” She said perking up.</P>
<P>Angeline hid her laughing and blushing behind her hand and looked at the floo. Hayley stepped forward to the microphone.</P>
<P>“We aren’t their girlfriends. We are just good friends. My name is Hayley Williams and this is my friend Angeline Chase.” </P>
<P>“Oh you’re their designers. I see.” The interviewer said, raising an eyebrow.</P>
<P>“Well we better get going. Thanks.” Jon said as he lead Cassie to the venue door. After one last wave at the camera, the rest followed him and soon were in the building.</P>
<P>“Sorry about that Angeline.” Brendon said leaning over to her.</P>
<P>“Oh no problem. It was……amusing.” They both laughed.</P>
<P>As Hayley and Ryan were walking behind the others to their seats they didn’t say a word. They both felt pretty awkward about what had just happened. </P>
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<P>The group found their seats and sat down. Ryan waited for Hayley to sit before he took his seat. He smiled at her the whole time. After a few minutes the lights went down and the award show started.</P>
<P>Hayley tried not to look at Ryan or even think about what had just happened on the red carpet. <I>You don’t like him. You can’t like him, not again! Hayley Williams get a hold of yourself!- </I>She kept repeating to herself. She turned to see if Ryan had finally stopped watching her. He hadn’t. When she turned to look at him, there he was looking at her again. She quickly turned her eyes back to the stage. A few seconds later she looked back at him again to check if he was still watching her. He caught her looking and turned to her. She hid her smile with her hand, he smiled back. Hayley loved the way he smiled at her. The way it curled up slowly at the right and into a wide -<I>Stop that Hayls! You can’t go through this again with him. You can’t! </I>Hayley quickly turned her eyes back to the stage and settled herself into the chair.</P>
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<P>“Hey is Ryan coming today?” Hayley asked, “He hasn’t been to practice for the past week.</P>
<P>Hayley desperately wanted Ryan to come. She missed seeing and hanging out with him, and every time she asked one of the guys about him they would exchange worried looks and say they didn’t know. The only time she ever saw him was in between classes in the hall at school. When she would say hi to him he would quickly say hi and walk away.</P>
<P>“Uh no, I’ve just seen him around school.” Brendon replied with a shrug.</P>
<P>Just then Ryan entered the room. Hayley suddenly perked up.</P>
<P>“Hey Ry-” Hayley cut off mid-sentence. Because as Ryan entered someone entered in beside him. Not just any someone, a girl someone.</P>
<P>“Uh hey guys. This is Kelsey, my girlfriend.” Ryan said nervously, scratching his right arm with his left.</P>
<P>She was about as tall as Hayley. She had long, wavy, blonde hair that was pushed away from her face by large, white-rimmed sunglasses. She wore light blue eye shadow that matched the light blue skirt and matching tight tank top she was wearing. The girl was no stranger to Hayley. She was in some of her classes at school. </P>
<P>The girl sat on a couch next to Hayley’s chair. Hayley’s eyes sank to the floor.</P>
<P>“ Uh Ryan, the guys and I would like to see you in my room for a minute.” Spencer said raising his eyebrows and walking out of the garage door leading to his house. Brendon and Brent followed, and after he told Kelsey he would be right back, Ryan followed them out too.</P>
<P>Hayley and Kelsey just sat in Spencer’s garage/basement in awkward silence.</P>
<P>“Why did you bring her here without telling us first?!” Spencer yelled at Ryan once he had gotten in the room.</P>
<P>“Last time I checked I didn’t have to ask you guys who I could and couldn’t bring,” Ryan yelled back.</P>
<P>“ You’ve missed practice for the past week! And for God’s sakes of all people why Kelsey Conner?” Brendon said, raising his arms in the air.</P>
<P>“I happen to like her!” Ryan replied.</P>
<P>“She’s the school slut, Ryan!” Spencer yelled.</P>
<P>Ryan started to get red in the face, ”Don’t you talk about my girlfriend like that! She’s changed and I like her!” He turned and stormed out of Spencer’s room and down the hall , followed by Brendon. When they had gotten to the end of the hall Brendon grabbed Ryan by the arm and pulled him back.</P>
<P>“What about Hayley! I thought you liked her! What happened to that, huh?” Brendon said, looking Ryan straight in the eye.</P>
<P>Ryan met his gaze then looked down at the floor,” I don’t know, Bren, I don’t know,“ was all he could mutter. He looked back up and met Brendon’s hard gaze. His eyes were starting to water. Brendon wished so hard he could just tell Ryan how Hayley felt about him, but Spencer said that he couldn’t say anything, no matter what. He let Ryan go and they walked quietly back to the garage/basement.</P>
<P>Brent had left the room not long after Ryan and Brendon, and when Spencer walked out the door he turned to his right and saw Hayley, crumpled on the ground with her face in her hands. She had heard everything.</P>
<P>“Hayls, Don’t cry. Please don’t cry. He’s being stupid, plain stupid.” Spencer sat down next to her and wrapped her in his arms.</P>
<P>“No Spence, I’m stupid. Stupid for ever thinking he would ever like someone like me.” </P>
<P>Spencer leaned his head to hers, “Don’t say that Hay-” She cut him off,</P>
<P>“No it’s true. She’s pretty and all the guys love her. Including Ryan.” She broke out into a fresh set of tears.</P>
<P>Spencer held her tighter and began to rock her back and forth. “Your smart, funny, AND beautiful Hayls, no matter what.”</P>
<P>She finally calmed down, and Spencer helped her clean up in the bathroom. Then they both went back and joined the rest of the group.</P></I>
<P>Hayley snapped back into reality, feeling very upset. Just then she heard Panic! at the Disco’s name being called. They had won the Best Music Video award for their “I Write Sins Not Tragedies” video. They got up and made their way to the stage. </P>
<P>When they got to the podium Jon and Spencer said their ‘thank you’s and as usual Brendon cracked a few jokes. Ryan thanked everyone and then they exited the stage. A few minutes later they were back in their seats. All the girls were smiling widely and congratulating the boys. When Ryan got back to his seat he handed Hayley the trophy so she could look at it. </P>
<P>After the whole show was over, everyone decided to go to the after party that was to be held at a club on the strip. First the boys had to take numerous pictures and talk to the various bands and celebrities that came to congratulate them. It was around 11:45 when they finally got into the limo and headed to the party.</P><I>
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		  		  	<category>brendon urie</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
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		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>so i'm going to start over tonight: beginning with you &amp; i</category>
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	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-29T05:47:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning with You &amp; I]]></title>
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<P>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning with You &amp; I </P>
<P><U>Chapter 9</P></U><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>The two days had passed rather quickly, and Ryan and Brendon were waiting outside the gates to Hayley and Angeline’s flight. Both boys were anxious to see the girls. Brendon didn’t know why but he started to feel a strange sensation come over him whenever he talked or saw Angeline. He had told Spencer about this feeling he had, although he did not tell him about the girl to whom he had this feeling towards, and Spencer had told him that he had the same feelings toward his girlfriend Haley. He also told him that he was falling in love with this girl and asked repeatedly who this girl was. Brendon would not tell him anything so Spencer just gave him a ‘I’ll find out who sooner or later’ look and dropped the subject.</P>
<P>As the two boys were waiting, Brendon started up the subject again with Ryan. Like Spencer, Ryan asked repeatedly who this ‘mystery girl’ was that he was falling hard for. Brendon just gave him one of his big, bright, award-winning smiles and said he would NEVER tell. Ryan would poke and tease Brendon and would try to guess who it could be. Brendon just smiled and laughed at his attempts. Once Brendon got close to breaking down and telling Ryan who it was, but just then a lady on the loudspeaker came on announcing that Hayley and Angeline’s flight had landed. As the boys stood up they could hear squeals as the girl’s rushed to them with their designer handbags and laptop cases flapping at their sides. When they got to the boys they dropped what they had and wrapped each of them in a big hug and said their hellos. </P>
<P>“Oh Ryan, thank you so much for inviting us. I’ve never been to an award show ceremony! It sounds so fun and exciting.” Angeline said smiling widely.</P>
<P>“Oh no problem. I’m glad you guys could make it. Now I know it will be fun.” Ryan replied with a wink. The girls blushed.</P>
<P>“We should go get our luggage and your outfits.” Hayley said as she reached down and grabbed up her carry on bags. Angeline did the same and the four went to get the girl’s suitcases.</P>
<P>Ryan had brought his Mercedes this time so Brendon, Hayley, and Angeline waited in front while he went and got his car. When he pulled up he got out and he and Brendon loaded the trunk with the girl’s stuff. </P>
<P>“Hey Ry, do you think these are our outfits?” Brendon asked holding up a black case that was used for transporting clothing in.</P>
<P>“Why yes Brendon I think it is.” Ryan said with a smirk as he grabbed up the hooks that were sticking out of the black bag. </P>
<P>He casually looked over his shoulder and then at the right side passenger door to see if Hayley was watching. Brendon did the same on the left to see if Angeline was watching. The boys decided it was clear so they turned to the bag and started to unzip it.</P>
<P>Back inside the car Hayley and Angeline were getting rather impatient. Hayley turned to Angeline who was typing away on her Sidekick.</P>
<P>“Hey Angie, don’t you think the boys are taking quite awhile with loading our stuff?” Hayley asked.</P>
<P>“Yeah. Well we do have a lot of stuff.” Angeline replied with a little laugh, then her eyes went wide and she grabbed Hayley’s arm, “Like that garment case with all their outfits!” Angeline half yelled. </P>
<P>The two girl’s jerked open their doors and went to the trunk where they found the boys unzipping the black garment case.</P>
<P>“What are ya doin’ boys?” Angeline asked, her hands on her hips.</P>
<P>“Yeah isn’t that <I>our</I> luggage case?” Hayley asked as she raised her eyebrows at the boys.</P>
<P>“Uh yer well….” Brendon stuttered ,letting go of the case and stepping back, leaving Ryan holding the bag.</P>
<P>Ryan shot a look at Brendon and then added,” Well yes but it’s <I>our</I> outfits. We <I>hired</I> you to make them.” Ryan grinned triumphantly, thinking he had given a great excuse.</P>
<P>At this Angeline raised her eyebrows too and stared at Hayley. She had no idea how to reply to that. Hayley did.</P>
<P>“Why yes, but you see, your our <I>clients</I> so we can quit and refuse to work for you.” Hayley said very businesslike. </P>
<P>Ryan’s grin dropped and he let go of the case. Hayley picked it up and laughed.</P>
<P>“Hah! I win, I <I>always</I> win Ry. Don’t you remember? C’mon’ Angeline.” </P>
<P>Hayley gave a fake evil laugh and got back into the car, taking the black case with her and winking at Ryan as she got in. Angeline followed her and after exchanging disappointed looks and shrugs the boys got into the car too.</P>
<P>The four talked all the way to Hayley’s parent’s house where they girls would be staying. Her parents weren’t home. They were out of town until the next day ,so Hayley got out her key to let themselves in. She and Angeline went up the stairs and plopped their stuff in Hayley’s old room and then went back to the living room where the two boys were sitting on the couch, rather making themselves at home.</P>
<P>“Still looks the same.” Ryan said smiling and looking around the room. Brendon was doing the same.</P>
<P>“Yeah my parent’s don’t feel like re-doing anything I guess.” Hayley replied, her hands on her hips looking around the room too.</P>
<P>Angeline looked over at the clock, it was almost 5:15.</P>
<P>“Hey when is that award show thing tonight?” Angeline asked.</P>
<P>“Uh 8 o’clock,” Brendon answered.</P>
<P>“We should get ready then, huh?” Ryan added.</P>
<P>“Where should we get ready? Here?” Hayley asked. </P>
<P>“Ok sure, that will be fine. Jon and Spencer are over at Spencer’s apartment. Bren and I will go back to my apartment and take showers, then we will go over and get them. I’ll call them and tell them the plan so they can call their girlfriends to tell them when they get ready to come over here. “ Ryan said as he got up to go call Spencer.</P>
<P>After he had called, Ryan and Brendon left to go back to Ryan’s apartment. Hayley went up to take a shower in her bathroom, and Angeline took one in Hayley’s Parent’s bathroom. After, they each put on a clean t-shirt and a pair of clean sweat pants and waited for the boys to arrive.</P>
<P>The four boys arrived around 6 o’clock. The girls greeted them and hugged Spence and Jon. Then the four boys sat down, waiting to see what they would be wearing that night. The girls went upstairs and came back down with four individual black garment cases. They handed one to each of them and sent them to different rooms in the house to change. When they were done changing all four came back to the living room to show the girls. Hayley and Angeline both gasped when they all entered. They were proud of their creations, very proud.</P>
<P>The four boys lined up in a row while the two girls sat on the couch with their feet curled up under them and their eyes wide, taking in what they were seeing. Weeks of their hard work were standing right in front of them. After a few minutes of staring at them, the girls turned to each other and then jumped up from the couch and started touching up their creations. </P>
<P>Angeline started with Spencer who was wearing grey slacks with a white, buttoned up, high collar shirt. The collar was unbuttoned around the neck so it opened up in a “V”. He was also wearing a gold jacket with a brown swirl print. The cuffs to his white shirt were cuffed outside of the jacket sleeves. After Angeline straightened out his collar and cuffs she lead him to the bathroom to start on his hair and makeup.</P>
<P>Next Hayley went to Brendon. He was wearing black slacks with a large brown belt(Angeline had found it while looking for yet another new pair of shoes for the award show) and a white buttoned up shirt with a pointed collar. His too was unbuttoned at the neck and he was wearing a dark paisley print neck-tie scarf that was tucked inside. After fluffing his neck scarf and straightening out his collar Hayley sent him into the bathroom for hair and make-up.</P>
<P>Then came Jon. He was wearing black slacks and a loose sleeved off-white buttoned up, high collared shirt. His collar was buttoned all the way up. It was a high cuffed shirt with four shiny, black buttons on each cuff. He was also wearing a fitted, black pin-stripe vest. Hayley finished buttoning up his cuffs, straightening out is collar and smoothed out his vest. Then she sent him to Angeline’s Hair and make-up.</P>
<P>Last was Ryan. He was wearing black slacks, a white normal collared shirt, and a low scoop, rounded collar, black vest. Over the vest he wore a simple, slim fitted, black blazer. For accessories he wore a black rose pinned on the right side of his blazer and a slim, black tie tied into a loose bow around his shirt collar. Hayley finished tying his tie and straightened out his rose. Ryan leaned in and whispered into her ear.</P>
<P>“You’ve truly outdone yourself again, Hayls.”</P>
<P>She blushed and looked up at him, “Angeline did it too.” but hearing those words come from him made her grin widely. She turned just in time so he wouldn’t see it. Then she sent him to hair and make-up too.</P>
<P>Hayley was told <I>not</I> to look until hair and make-up was completely done. So she plopped herself back on the couch and waited for everyone to get out of the bathroom. </P>
<P>It was about ten minutes before Spencer came out. His hair was straightened and combed down and his fringe was combed to the right side. He was wearing eyeliner but not too much. Angeline never could get away without putting at least <I>a little </I>on. It looked good though. Then came Brendon. The sides of his hair were straightened and combed down, and his bangs were pushed to the right. Angeline had slightly teased the top and spiked it a little, and he was wearing a hint of eyeliner. Next came Jon. His hair was gelled down and parts were slightly combed towards his face. His fringe was combed to the left side. He too was wearing a hint of eyeliner. Last to come out was Ryan. His hair was side parted and his fringe was gelled and combed to the right. He was also wearing eyeliner but his was a little thicker. It didn’t matter because it looked great on him. It made his brown eyes pop a little. Hayley always liked that about him.</P>
<P>“So what do you think?” Jon asked looking at Hayley then at Angeline. </P>
<P>“ You guys look absolutely amazing!” Angeline exclaimed, yet she was looking at Brendon the whole time. </P>
<P>Hayley rolled her eyes at her friend. “You guys look great, you’ll be the talk of the red carpet.” </P>
<P>The boys smiled wide. Then Ryan chimed in, “Hey so will our designers.”</P>
<P>The girls exchanged confused looks. </P>
<P>Brendon noticed and added,” Yes we are all walking our guests down the red carpet. Jon is taking Cassie, Spence is taking Haley, Ry is going to take Hayls, and I’ll be taking you.” Brendon stepped forward and took Angeline’s hand as if proposing. “Angeline, would you walk the red carpet with me?”</P>
<P>Angeline giggled at his strange maneuver and nodded her head yes.</P>
<P>Hayley cut off their moment, “Hey Darlin’ we should go get ready ourselves.” Hayley said as she tapped her friend on the shoulder. Angeline reluctantly took her hand out of Brendon’s and raced up the stairs with Hayley.</P>
<P>The boys grabbed some food and drinks out of he fridge and made themselves at home in the Williams’ living room. They waited for about twenty minutes until they heard Hayley call out that they were ready. As the two girls entered the room the boys stood up.</P>
<P>They looked stunning Angeline came down first. She was wearing a glittery black strapless, knee length dress. It had black, silk, ribbon at the top and bottom, and at her waist was a large, silk, yellow bow. She was wearing matching yellow sling-back heels and carrying a yellow handbag with black polka dots. She had done her makeup to match her outfit. She wore black eyeliner and mascara with a bright yellow eye shadow. It made her brown eyes glow. When she had entered the room she stood next to a beaming Brendon. </P>
<P>Hayley came after. She was wearing a black, silk dress. It had a halter top with a flipped up collar coming up to her chin. The middle was tiny and then the knee-length skirt puffed out because of the black taffeta and lace. The edges were all rimmed in deep purple. In the back was a large deep purple silk bow, matching the color of the edges. On her feet were deep purple, pointed flats and in her hand was a black and purple stripped handbag with a silver closure. Also around her neck was a purple rhinestoned necklace. She too was wearing makeup. She wore black eyeliner and mascara with light purple and deep purple eye shadow starting on her eye and spreading back out past her cheek. It was a bold look but Hayley Williams pulled it off, beautifully. She entered and took her place next to Ryan. He leaned to her ear.</P>
<P>“You look more amazing then ever My Dear.”</P>
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		  		  	<category>so i'm going to start over tonight: beginning with you &amp; i</category>
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	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning with You &amp; I]]></title>
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<P>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning with You &amp; I </P>
<P><U>Chapter 8</U><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4> </P>
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<P>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Back in Las Vegas, the Panic! Boys were enjoying their down time before they had to go back on tour. It had been almost five months of touring and doing publicity ads, photo shoots, signings, and interviews for various magazines. Ever since they had their first album, <U>A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out</U>, they had become very popular. Their album had been climbing the charts, and their single, ”I Write Sins Not Tragedies” was being played on radio stations everywhere. They really were the hottest band and they knew it.</P>
<P>So the guys were just passing the time playing video games, shopping, hanging out, and other various things. Jon had flown back to Chicago to hang out with his family and girlfriend Cassie for a week. He had returned and brought Cassie back with him. Spencer had also been spending a lot of time out with his girlfriend Haley. They had been dating since high school. They made such a cute couple, and were obviously head over heels in love with each other. Ever since Jon had come back from Chicago with Cassie, Spencer had been bringing Haley to hang out with everyone too. While Spencer and Jon were out spending time with their girlfriends, Brendon and Ryan would hang out at Ryan’s apartment. They would sometimes watch movies, play Guitar Hero, or just mess around on their guitars. Some of the time Brendon would sit around on his laptop while Ryan watched TV or listened to his iPod. The two liked to relax and just hang out with each other.</P>
<P>In the two and a half weeks after Hayley and Angeline Had gone back to New York Ryan had called Hayley every other day to see how she was doing, or ask her about her progress on Panic!’s wardrobe. They would end up talking for hours anything and everything. Hayley even told him about how her mom had found her Spring formal dress and had sent it to her. Ryan’s stomach started to flutter as her remembered the night.</P>
<P>Brendon and Angeline had been keeping in touch over the weeks too. Angeline would send him pictures of what she had completed, and updates about how the costumes were coming along. They even talked about their pasts. Brendon had learned a lot about Angeline. </P>
<P>He learned that her favorite food was French fries, and her favorite color was purple. She preferred hoodies over sweatshirts. She also was a swimmer and was on a club team back in her hometown of Los Angeles. She LOVED Panic! At the Disco’s music and owned a copy of their CD, and that was why she agreed to a meeting with them and begged Hayley to go too. Brendon smiled wide when he found out that Angeline was a fan of his singing. Brendon also learned that when Angeline was a young girl her parents had divorced and she grew up living with her dad. She had never known her mom, and when she was fourteen had found out that her mom had died in a car accident a couple months after the divorce. She shut herself in her room and cried for more than a week. She was upset that she would never be able to meet or get to know her mother. </P>
<P>Brendon felt really bad after she had told him all this, but then felt better when he learned that she had never told anyone other than Hayley about it. It made him feel special.</P>
<P>Angeline had graduated from high school and moved to New York to attend a fashion design school. There she was offered an internship at a design company. There she met Hayley Williams and were instantly best friends. After working there for a year the two nineteen year olds decided to start their own company, AngelJean. They specialized in costumes and were starting a line of hoodies, vests, and T shirts. The girls also did fashion consulting for various bands and tours. That’s how Brendon had found them on the internet.</P>
<P>One day Ryan was alone in his apartment because Brendon had decided to go out for smoothies. He pulled out his cell phone from his pocket and checked the time. It was nine a.m. or noon in New York. He dialed Hayley’s cell number and held the phone up to his ear. </P>
<P>“Hey Ry,” Hayley answered.</P>
<P>“Hey Hayls. Um whatcha up to?” Ryan replied.</P>
<P>“Oh nothing. I’m just out having lunch with Angeline.</P>
<P>Ryan could hear Angeline yelling ‘Hey!’ at Hayley for saying that lunch with her was “Nothing”. Ryan laughed.</P>
<P>“Oh, well I was just calling to ask if you…uh.. wanted to come back to Vegas?” </P>
<P>“Oh, I don’t know.” Hayley replied.</P>
<P>Ryan then heard Angeline asking what they were talking about and why she had replied “I don’t know.” Hayley put the phone down and filled her in on the question about going back to Vegas. Ryan heard Angeline squeal and say “yes, tell him yes!”. Hayley couldn’t understand why her friend wanted to go so badly. She picked the phone back up.</P>
<P>“Hello? Sorry about that.”</P>
<P>“Oh it’s ok. So I wanted you two to come because we are going to this award show thing, and well did you have anything finished that Panic! At the Disco could wear to it? Plus you guys are welcomed to come with us too.”</P>
<P>Hayley thought for a minute and remembered that she and Angeline had finished something that they could wear.</P>
<P>“Sure. I guess we could come, and we would love to go to the award show with you. I’ll make plight arrangements and call you with the details later.” A squeal from Angeline could be heard when Hayley said this.</P>
<P>“O.K.! That’s great!” Ryan slapped himself for sounding so eager. Hayley just laughed.</P>
<P>“O.K. then I’ll talk to you later then?”</P>
<P>“Yup. Talk to you later Hayls. Bye”</P>
<P>“Bye.”</P>
<P>Ryan clicked the button on his phone to end the call. Just then Brendon walked through the door, two large smoothies in hand. </P>
<P>“Who were you talking to?” Brendon asked as he sat down on the couch. </P>
<P>Ryan sat plopped down next to him, and Brendon passed him his smoothie and car keys. Brendon didn’t like driving his own car and always insisted on driving Ryan’s Mercedes. </P>
<P>“Oh just Hayls. She’s coming out to Vegas in a couple of days. Her and Angeline both. I asked if they wanted to go to that award show with us and they said yes.” Ryan said taking a sip of his smoothie and pocketing his keys.</P>
<P>Brendon’s eyes lit up and he almost choked on his smoothie. </P>
<P>“They are?!” He yelled excitedly. Then he quickly changed his tone, “I mean, they are?”</P>
<P>Ryan nodded his head. </P>
<P>A few minutes later Hayley called with the flight details. She and Angeline would be coming in two days from then, a Friday, at 3:45 p.m. Ryan said he would come and pick them up from the airport , and after a lot of Brendon’s protesting, informed Hayley that he would be bringing Brendon too. Hayley said she had to go call her parents to tell them that she and Angeline were coming. Ryan said O.K. and ended the call.</P>
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</FONT></FONT></SPAN>Hii all the great people of Buzznet who care to read my fanfic :D!!! sorry this one is kinda short. I'm still on the road and I'm on my way to Colorado(woo&nbsp; whoo! :P) But the problem is that I might not be able to get internet for awhile :( but i promise i'll post 9 and 10 back to back and they will be HUGE! ok? well keep reading!&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </P>
<P>p.s. heyy! I'm also trying to get out in the buzznet world and I'm trying to get LOTS of new friends so TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT ME! (creepy but hopefully you get it ;)) well thanks!</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>brendon urie</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>so i'm going to start over tonight:beginning with you &amp; i</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-26T06:52:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning With You &amp; I CHAPTER 7]]></title>
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<P>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight:</P>
<P>Beginning with You &amp; I</P><FONT face=Calibri size=6><FONT face=Calibri size=6>
<P><U>Chapter 7</P></U></FONT></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
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<P>Hayley and Angeline woke up at 5:30 the next morning, showered, and gathered their things before telling Hayley’s parents that they were ready to go. They had offered the girls a ride to the airport to see them off and they gladly accepted. All night Ryan and Brendon were trying to convince them that they would be happy to drive them to the airport, but each time they declined. Finally they realized their efforts were hopeless and backed off.</P>
<P>The girls arrived at the airport at 7:15, checked in, checked their luggage, and waited for their 8:45 flight to come in. When it was time to board Hayley and Angeline both gave their goodbyes to Mr. and Mrs. Williams. Hayley’s parents told them that they were welcomed to come and stay with them any time. They thanked them and said they would probably take them up on their offer. Mrs. Williams kissed each of the girls on the cheek and Mr. Williams wrapped them both in hugs. Hayley’s parents were like Angeline’s second family because her own parents had been divorced since she was a small child. After a last goodbye the girls were off to the plane.</P>
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<P>In the plane the girls found and settled into their seats. Hayley reached into her bag to turn her cell phone off. She had one new message. </P>
<P></P>
<P><I>Have a good flight! Call me when you land. Oh and it’s been great hanging out</I><B> </B><I>you. -Ryan</P></I><B>
<P>Hayley smiled and clicked the button on her Sidekick to turn it off. Angeline also got out her Sidekick to turn it off. She too had one new message.</P>
<P></B><I>Hey have a good flight. Don’t forget to call me or something when you land ok? It’s been great meeting and hanging out with you. -Brendon</P></I><B>
<P>Angeline blushed. She had had a great time with the Panic! Boys, especially Brendon. She didn’t know exactly why though. She clicked her phone off , leaned back on her head rest, and heaved a sigh. Hayley looked over at her.</P>
<P>“Everything alright hun? Your smiling really wide and hey your blushing!”</P>
<P>Angeline rubbed her cheeks and laughed.</P>
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<P>“SO! I’m just…..happy to be going home, that’s all.” Angeline replied.</P>
<P>Hayley knew better but decided not to question it anymore. They were best friends and knew she would tell her sooner or later.</P>
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<P>“Whatever Angie.”</P>
<P>Angeline laughed. She didn’t really like that nickname but she allowed only Hayley to use it. The pilot came on the loudspeaker informing them to buckle the seat belts and other safety stuff, then they were off.</P>
<P>They landed in New York late that day. The two girls picked up their luggage and went outside to hail a taxi back to their apartment. Hayley took out her phone and clicked new message. She told Ryan that she was really tired and promised to call him the next morning. He said that would be fine and wished her goodnight. Then she pocketed her Sidekick and settled into the taxi. Angeline had also taken out her phone and sent a message to Brendon telling him she and Hayley had arrived safely and that they were on their way back to their apartment, then she also pocketed her phone and started a conversation with Hayley. </P>
<P>They talked about their time in Las Vegas and Hayley asked Angeline what she thought of her Painc! Boys. The two also talked about the boys “look” and planned out a timeline for how long it would take to finish it. Hayley and Angeline both typed it into their planners on their Sidekicks and by that time they were at their apartment. Angeline paid the taxi driver and they grabbed their bags and headed into the building.</P>
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<P>The doorman greeted them as they entered. </P>
<P>“Hayley! Angeline! So glad that your back. How was Vegas?” He said with a wink.</P>
<P>“Oh it was amazing, the colors, the people, the activities, and no Charles we did not gamble or get drunk” Angeline replied.</P>
<P>“Yeah Charles we were good girls” Hayley said with a laugh.</P>
<P>“ I know, I’m just teasing you. Your always good girls.” The old doorman smiled at them and then grabbed up their bags and lead them to their apartment room.</P>
<P>Once they were their they thanked Charles and Hayley took out the key and the two entered their room.</P>
<P>“ Ah! Its just like we left it! Clean and fresh.” Angeline said as she breathed in the room.</P>
<P>“Yeah because I cleaned it before we left, while you were doodling on the coffee table remember?” Hayley said, laughing at her friend.</P>
<P>“Oh yeah! Like always huh?” Angeline admitted.</P>
<P>Once they had unpacked, Hayley ordered out some Chinese. When they had finished their meals they decided they were really tired and went to sleep.</P></B><U></U><B>
<P>A week and a half after they had arrived back from their Las Vegas trip Hayley was cleaning up the apartment, as she always did, while Angeline was out buying new shoes to go with a dress she had made for a upcoming fashion show. Hayley had decided on a break so she grabbed a water bottle out of the fridge and plopped herself on the couch. She picked up a fashion magazine and just as she opened it she heard a knock at the door. It was Charles with a package.</P>
<P>“Hello Miss Hayley. I have a package for you. It’s from your parents.” He said as he handed the girl the package.</P>
<P>“Why thank you Charles.” She handed the doorman some money for a tip and with a goodbye she closed the door.</P>
<P>She settled back down on the couch with her package and ripped open the box. At the top was a letter.</P>
<P><I>Hey sweetie ,Hope your doing ok. After I got off the phone with you the other day I was looking through your old junk that you told me to give away and I found your Spring formal dance dress that I thought you would want to keep. It looked so darling on you! I went and dug up your album to find your formal pictures and decided to look through the whole thing. I can’t lie, I cried. Well I got to go. Your dad and I miss you and Angeline. Send her our love. Talk to you later sweetie!</P>
<P>Love,</P>
<P>mom</P>
<P></I>Hayley laughed a little to herself as she folded the note back up and put it down beside her. Then she reached into the box and pulled out a gorgeous dress. It was lime green, although she had insisted it was “caterpillar green” when really it was lime green. The bodice was silk with tiny rhinestones all about it. The skirt was tiered with each tier was gathered up at intervals with tiny green bows. The design and color were truly stunning and it was so Hayley. It also was exactly what Hayley wanted because she had made it herself. She had really outdone herself and her parents were so proud of her. Hayley stood up and held it up on her in front of a mirror. Then she did a little twirl and stared into the mirror. </P>
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<P></B><I>“Flashback”</P>
<P>“Oh Hayley! You look amazing!” </P>
<P>Everyone said as they watched Hayley come down the stairs. Her mom was taking pictures until Hayley said she would go blind if she took anymore. Her mom just laughed and put down the camera. Hayley walked over to the boys to ask hat they thought. They said they loved it, even Brent who shockingly enough was going to the dance, said it was beautiful. </P>
<P>The group had decided since they didn’t feel like asking anyone to the dance would all go together. Or as Brendon put it “they were all going to take Hayley to the dance,” and Hayley ,after a good laugh, accepted. So then it was set, all five of them would go to the Spring formal dance together.</P>
<P>After a couple more pictures and “The Rules” the group hopped into the limousine that Hayley’s parents insisted on renting.</P>
<P>“This is freaking awsome! Look at all the colors and buttons!” Brendon said as he entered the limo, followed by Spencer, Brent and Ryan and Hayley were last to enter.</P>
<P>“You truly look gorgeous Hayley.” Ryan said as he extended a hand to help her in.</P>
<P>“ Why thank you Ryan.” Hayley leaned up and pecked him on the cheek and then stepped into the limo. She bit her lower lip to try to hide her huge smile. But the other boys had already seen it and smiled. Little did she know that outside Ryan was trying furiously to get rid of his blushing and his fluttering stomach. He quickly then climbed into the limo and they were off to the dance.</P>
<P>“This is going to be the best Sophomore Spring formal dance ever!” Spencer yelled as the limo was well on it’s way.</P>
<P>“Yeah!” The group replied.</P>
<P>This truly was going to be a great Spring dance because it would be Panic! At the Disco’s first gig. Hayley had set it up for them because she was her Sophomore class’ President. The boys were so excited when she had told them the news. They tackled her in a big group hug and Ryan had wrapped her in an extra special tight one. She had wished to herself that it would never end. Spencer had come up to her after that day’s practice.</P>
<P>“ Hey Hayls thanks for the gig! Your awesome! But hey didn’t you want to go to the dance with Ryan?” </P>
<P>“ Oh, I forgot about that.” Hayley looked down at the floor. If Ryan and his band were playing at the dance,then he couldn’t dance with her.</P>
<P>“It’s ok I’ll ask the guys if we can all go together!” Spencer said, trying to cheer her up.</P>
<P>“Thanks Spence.” Hayley said looking up at Spencer.</P>
<P>The group arrived at the school and since the boys had done sound check earlier that day, all they had to do was hair and make-up. Hayley had brought all of the supplies. So after they had found an empty classroom, Hayley personally did all of their hair and make-up herself. The principle came into the room and told them that they could start now. As she went to leave Brent ran up to her and asked if Hayley could introduce them. The principle agreed and Hayley thanked Brent. She said it would be an honor to introduce the greatest band in Vegas. She rushed out of the room to start her intro followed by Brent and Spencer. Brendon caught Ryan by the arm and pulled him back into the room.</P>
<P>“Hey didn’t you want to take Hayley to this dance?” Brendon asked.</P>
<P>“Yeah. I did. But then she got us this gig and well yeah.” Ryan replied kind of sad.</P>
<P>“ Well why don’t you!” Brendon said, Ryan looked at his friend confused,” Just save the last dance for her!” Brendon finished.</P>
<P>“Really how?” Ryan questioned.</P>
<P>Just then Brent ran in and told them to hurry up because they were about to go on. The two boys followed Brent and ran to the stage entrance. Ryan could hear Hayley’s voice on the microphone doing their intro.</P><B>
<P>Hello everyone! How’s it goin’ tonight?</P>
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<P>The crowd screamed.</P>
<P></P>
<P>I’m Hayley William’s, your class president, and it’s my pleasure to introduce one of Las Vegas’ HOTTEST up and coming new bands. They are all great friends of mine and amazing musicians. Give it up for, Panic! At the Disco!!!!</P>
<P></B>The crowded roared as the boys took the stage. Hayley ran off to the other side to watch.</P>
<P>They were great. Brendon really talked up the crowd, he was a natural. Hayley awed over Ryan’s hair and make-up especially because he had decided to draw with eyeliner on his face and she had combed his bangs to the side and spiked the rest of his hair. He was gorgeous. The boys did a lot of cover songs, some Blink 182, and they did a couple of their own that they had just finished. They even asked Hayley to come out and sing with Brendon on one of the songs. She had so much fun. They all did. Hayley’s singing was amazing. Afterwards, she received a lot of comments about her voice and was told she should sing professionally , but she replied that fashion was her thing.</P>
<P>After singing with the boys Hayley decided to mingle with the crowd. The boys took a break and Hayley had gotten them water. Then she went to go get some punch for herself. At the punch table she could hear more screaming as the boys took the stage once more. She could hear Brendon announce that they were going to do one last song, and that they were going to TRY to make it a slow-dance. Hayley’s heart sank as she realized that it hadn’t been the dance she dreamed about because she hadn’t danced with Ryan once. She had danced with some other guys that had asked, but not the guy she wanted to dance with, Ryan. Just then she felt someone poking her sides. She turned around and gasped, it was Ryan.</P>
<P>“Hey Hayls, could I …er.. Have this dance?” He asked extending his hand to her.</P>
<P>“ Sure,” Hayley breathed as she placed her hand in his.</P>
<P>He lead her to the middle of the dance floor, oddly enough no one was there. They had all sat down or gotten something to eat or drink. The moment was truly magical. The song somehow lasted a long time, thanks to the Panic! Boys, but the two didn’t even notice. Hayley just stared into Ryan’s big brown eyes. She looked up at his thin face. It looked to her more gorgeous then ever in the spotlight. He moved closer to her. She could feel her heart beat faster. She smiled up at him and then rested her head on his shoulder. If it were up to her, or Ryan for that matter, they would never have moved from that spot or moment.</P>
<P></I><B>“Hayley! Where are you?” Hayley heard Angeline call as she entered the apartment.</P>
<P>“I’m in here hun!” Hayley called back.</P>
<P>Angeline entered the room and plopped on the bed behind her. She looked up at the dress Hayley was holding.</P>
<P>“Oh my gosh! This is beautiful! Where did you get it?” Angeline said as she got up to get a closer look.</P>
<P>“Oh it was my Sophomore Spring Formal dance dress. My mom found it and sent it to me. I made it.” Hayley said as she handed the dress to her friend.</P>
<P>“No way! This is gorgeous. It’s Caterpillar green! I love it.” Angeline held the dress up in front of her. Hayley laughed at what her friend said. Then she took a sip from Angeline’s smoothie.</P>
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<P>HEYY! ok thanks for all the comments and buzz XD At least I know I'm doing something right. lol I made this one kinda longer for ya'll.Plus I'm kinda on this "across america in a month" vacation thing with my family so I've been finding alot of time to write lately. great huh? lol well comments and buzz are always welcomed!(TONS! would be magnificent ;) ) well ENJOY!</P></B></FONT></FONT></SPAN>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>panic at the disco</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-18T13:53:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning with You &amp; I]]></title>
	      <link>http://falloutpenguin.buzznet.com/user/journal/2866721/im-going-start-over-tonight/</link>
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<P><STRONG>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight:</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>Beginning with You&amp; I</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <U>Chapter 6</U></STRONG></P><SPAN lang=EN>
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<P><STRONG>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Hayley and Angeline met up with the Panic boys at the bowling alley the next night. As the girls entered the place Hayley spotted them in the middle of a game, just how they used to play, without shirts! She quietly laughed to herself. Then she and Angeline went and rented their shoes, and joined the boys. Ryan saw them first and wrapped Hayley in a big, sweaty hug.</STRONG></P>
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<P><STRONG>“Hey Hayls! Like our bowling shirts? We all match!” He said with a laugh.</STRONG></P>
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<P><STRONG>Brendon walked up to Angeline and gave her the same kind of hug. Then he quickly let go and backed away a little.</STRONG></P>
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<P><STRONG>“Hey Angeline, uh.. welcome to our shirtless bowling club.”</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>She blushed and laughed at him. She was definitely not used to her new client’s quirks, but she was beginning to like them more and more.</STRONG></P>
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<P><STRONG>“Yes, but my rules are still the same; Girls get to keep their shirts!” Hayley said as she playfully pushed Ryan’s arm.</STRONG></P>
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<P><STRONG>Hayley went over to Spence and Jon and gave them both hugs. Then Spence put Hayley and Angeline’s name in the computer and they started a new game.</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>The first team was: Ryan, Hayley, and Jon , and the second team was: Brendon, Angeline, and Spencer. The group had a great time eating pizza and skittles, much to Hayley’s delight, and driving the employees crazy by getting their bowling balls unstuck by themselves by walking on the alley and quickly grabbing them.<FONT face=Calibri size=2><FONT face=Calibri size=2> </FONT></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>Brendon had created his own move by swinging the ball over his head.</P></FONT></FONT></STRONG><FONT size=4>
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<P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4><STRONG>Everyone ducked whenever he attempted this move.</STRONG></P>
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<P><STRONG>They would get mad at Ryan for taking too long to bowl; He said he was “concentrating”.</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>The game was occasionally interrupted by excited fans (mostly teenage girls) wanting an autograph or a picture. The girls didn’t mind. Angeline thought it was cute how animated Brendon was with the fans, even when he really wanted to get back to his game and not be interrupted. She admired him for that. </STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>After bowling the boys decided they wanted to play in the arcade. Brendon challenged Angeline to a game of DDR and Jon and Spencer decided to play a shootout game. Hayley and Ryan choose to sit at a nearby table and talk. Hayley started off the conversation.</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>“ Remember all the times we came here?” She said with a smile.</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>“ Yeah, like our first ‘kind of’ date.” Both Ryan and Hayley blushed at this memory.</STRONG></P>
<P><EM>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; “FLASHBACK"</EM></P>
<P><EM>“I think I LIKE him like him Spence.” </EM></P>
<P><EM></EM></P>
<P><EM>Hayley and Spencer were walking from school to Ryan’s house to hang out. Ryan’s dad was at work so Ryan decided it would be safe to hang out there that day. Ryan and Brendon had to go back to Brendon’s house so he get something so that left Hayley and Spencer to walk together. Brent as usual wanted to stay home.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Wow are you sure?” Spencer said trying so see if she was telling the truth.</EM></P>
<P><EM>Hayley told him that she had had a crush on Ryan for a long time. She also told him about the second night that Ryan had come to her house to escape his dad, and how she was afraid to let him in at first because of her feelings for him. Spencer just looked at Hayley with sad then excited eyes, then he stopped and wrapped her in a huge hug.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Oh Hayley! This is amazing! Awww how cute! You should tell him how you feel.” Spencer let her go.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“ Are you kidding? I can’t! I won’t! I KNOW he doesn’t like me more than a friend and I won’t risk our friendship!” Hayley said matter of factly.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“How do you know? Has he ever come out and said he doesn’t like you more than a friend?” Spencer countered.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Well…. No but I just know he doesn’t. I have a feeling he doesn’t” Hayley looked at the ground.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Feelings aren’t always right and you never know until you try Hayls.”. He put his hand on her shoulder.</EM></P>
<P><EM>Just then Ryan and Brendon joined them. They hadn’t realized it but they were already at Ryan’s house. The group entered the house and settled in the living room after they had all grabbed a bottle of water. They played video games and watched tv. Spencer looked over at Hayley then at Ryan and said,</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Hey! Lets all go bowling tomorrow it’ll be fun!” He winked at Hayley. If she wouldn’t ask him on a date then he would at least try to set up some sort of date for her.</EM></P>
<P><EM>The group all agreed and decided on going bowling the next day. </EM></P>
<P><EM>The next night the four met up at the bowling alley. It was really hot so Brendon had the brilliant id ea of bowling without his shirt, and of course the rest followed. All except Hayley of course. They all pretty mush stunk at bowling and decided to call it quits after one round. Then they grabbed a table and sat down to eat pizza. Hayley started out uncomfortable at first but then she just relaxed and started having a long conversation with Ryan. Spencer got up and said he had to go to the bathroom and grabbed Brendon to go with him.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“But I don’t have to go Spence!” Brendon said as Spencer tried to get him up.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“ Oh c’mon go with me!” Spencer told him. </EM></P>
<P><EM>So Brendon consented and when they had gotten to the bathroom Brendon asked why he REALLY wanted him to come with him.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Because, well Hayley likes Ryan but she’s to afraid to ask him out herself so I decided to help her by making it a group date and then ditching them.”</EM></P>
<P><EM>“ That’s silly! She has nothing to be afraid of. He likes her too! Like a lot. He’s been majorly crushing on her, but like Hayley he’s chicken. Hey! I’ll just tell him she likes him and then…”</EM></P>
<P><EM>“No!” Spencer cut in, “You can’t! Hayley made me swear not to tell anyone and besides they should figure this out by themselves. We just need to keep our mouths shut and let nature take it’s course.” </EM></P>
<P><EM>Spencer was always the thinker of the two. Brendon was the action person, he always wanted to speed things along.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Fine,” Brendon agreed. </EM></P>
<P><EM>Back at the table Hayley and Ryan hadn’t even noticed how long the other two had been gone. They were too into their conversation. Spencer and Brendon finally exited the bathroom to spy on Hayley and Ryan. They found them talking up a storm and majorly flirting with each other. It was evident that they would make a cute couple, maybe even be meant for each other, but Spencer and Brendon would just have to wait and see what would happen.</EM></P>
<P><EM>It started to get late so the group decided to call it a night. Brendon’s mom came to pick up Ryan and Brendon. Ryan was spending the night at Brendon’s that night. </EM></P>
<P><EM>“Hi Mrs. Urie! Thanks for letting me spend the night.” Ryan said as the two got into the car.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Oh no problem sweetie. How was bowling?” Mrs. Urie replied.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Oh it was fantastic!” Ryan said enthusiastically. Mrs. Urie smiled back at the boy and started the car.</EM></P>
<P><EM></EM></P>
<P><EM>Brendon knew exactly why his friend had had such a good time at bowling. Because he had spent most of the night talking to Hayley. Brendon wasn’t upset at all though. He was so happy that his best friend had found a great girl. A great girl like Hayley Willaims. Brendon already liked Hayley so he knew that IF Ryan ever told her how he felt ,that Brendon would be able to approve of her. Brendon also desperately wanted to tell him Hayley’s secret but Spencer specifically told him not to. </EM></P>
<P><EM>“So how was your date with Hayley?” Brendon teased.“It was so NOT a date! Was it?” Ryan was blushing madly,” And hey where were you and Spence all night anyways? I barely ever saw you after bowling.” Ryan questioned.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Fine then it was a ‘kind of’ date! And um..er…well Spencer wanted to play some video games. So yeah.” Brendon lied.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“ ‘kind of’ date? Wow I guess it was.” Ryan didn’t even question Brendon’s answer. He was too busy reflecting on his amazing night.</EM></P>
<P><EM>Back at the bowling alley Spencer and Hayley were waiting for their parents to pick them up. So Spencer decided to question the girl as they waited.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“So….. How was your date?” Spencer asked.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Oh my gosh it was sooo NOT A DATE!” Hayley began to blush madly.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Oh c’mon you were totally flirting and so was he!” Spencer replied.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“I was not! Wait he was?” She asked curiously. </EM></P>
<P><EM>“Uh yeah! You guys looked so cute together too!” He said with a grin.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“ Wait how would you know? And where were you and Bren all night?” Hayley asked.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“ Um …Uh.. Well you see Brendon…He thought it would be funny to see how much toilet paper he could fit into the toilet, and it was funny and all until he got it clogged so we had to go get the janitor to fix it.” Spencer felt bad for lying but he had to protect Ryan’s secret. Hayley didn’t even question his answer though. She was too busy thinking about Ryan and their long conversation. Hayley’s dad and Spencer’s mom arrived at the same time.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“Well thanks for setting up my ’kind of’ date Spence. You’re the greatest! I owe you one.” She reached up and kissed him on the cheek. Spence smiled at her.</EM></P>
<P><EM>“No prob Hayls.” </EM></P>
<P><EM>The two said their goodbyes and left.</EM></P>
<P><STRONG></STRONG><STRONG>Hayley and Ryan talked some more about their childhood, and the other four had gotten tired of the arcade and had joined them. Hayley and Angeline decided to get back home and get some rest before they left the next day. Their flight back home left early the next morning. They were going back home to New York to work on Panic!’s wardrobe. They would return in about three weeks to show the boys what they had come up with. </STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>So they said their good nights, Hugged each of the boys, Exchanged their phone numbers, and after promising to text or call whenever they could, they were off.</STRONG></P>
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<P>heyy! yay I think i've almost figured this whole fanfic thing out! thanks abunch to jesslovespanic!!!&nbsp; *major hugs* comments and buzz, like always, are welcome! I'll write more soon!</P></FONT></FONT></SPAN></SPAN>
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		  		  	<category>brendon urie</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley willaims</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>panic at th disco</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-16T05:11:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight: Begining With You &amp; I]]></title>
	      <link>http://falloutpenguin.buzznet.com/user/journal/2864631/im-going-start-over-tonight/</link>
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<P><IMG height=359 src="http://falloutpenguin.buzznet.com/user/journal.edit/Image8.gif" width=572></P><B>
<P>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight: </P>
<P>Beginning with You &amp; I </P><FONT face=Calibri size=6><FONT face=Calibri size=6>
<P><U>Chapter 5 </P></B></U>
<P></P></FONT></FONT><B><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Everyone was having a lot of fun. Brendon had won Twister twice, only because the first time he had tickled Hayley and the second time he made Spencer laugh at a joke. Jon won one round and when they had the “girls only” round Angeline won. For Uno they decided to play as teams. Hayley and Ryan won every single round. They were crowned the king and queen of Uno. They both laughed at this statement.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P>“Anyone hungry or want something to drink?” Ryan called out.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P>They all raised their hands and the group moved into the kitchen area. Ryan opened his refrigerator and the four boys got something for themselves and asked what the girls wanted. Brendon got Sprite for himself and one for Angeline. Spencer had a ginger ale. Jon had a Dr. Pepper, and Hayley and Ryan had Diet Cokes. Ryan then went to his cabinet and pulled out a large plastic bag.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“For you my dear,” Ryan said with a smile.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P>He handed Hayley the bag with its rainbow contents. She squealed with delight.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“Oh my gosh! SKITTLES! Thank you Ryan!”</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P>She wrapped him in a hug. Then sat down, opened the bag and popped a handful in her mouth, and offered them to everyone. So the six sat drinking their sodas and eating skittles for awhile. At around nine they started to separate into little groups throughout the apartment.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Jon, Spencer, and Brendon went into the bedroom and played Guitar Hero, Angeline made a quick call to her dad in L.A and then joined the boys, and Ryan and Hayley went into the living room.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P>Hayley plopped herself in a comfortable, black leather arm chair and Ryan seated himself on the couch. Hayley was the first to start off the conversation.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“So how exactly did Brent get kicked out of the band?”</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“Well as you know he wasn’t the most dependable guy,” Ryan said with sigh.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Hayley nodded her head in agreement. She had never really liked Brent, and he had never been that nice to her. She also knew about his flakiness with the band. </P>
<P>“So yeah, he missed a show we were doing and that was it. We had had enough so he was out, but we still had a show to do the next day and I remembered this guy I had met at a previous show. He was helping me with my guitar and we started talking. So when Brent was gone I called him up and the next thing we knew he was on a plane listening to our <U>A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out</U> CD figuring out all the bass parts, and then he was with us playing an awesome show. He’s really a great guy. We owe him a lot.” </P>
<P>“Yeah he sounds great, and from what I’ve learned about him from talking to him we are going to be good friends. Plus Brent yucky!” </P>
<P>Hayley stuck out her tongue and made a face. Ryan laughed and they both ate some more skittles. Then Hayley looked up at Ryan. </P>
<P>“So does the famous Ryan Ross have a girlfriend? Girls must be all over you now.” </P>
<P>Ryan looked down at his feet. He felt the anger and hurt start to bubble up inside him again. He took a deep breath and looked back up at Hayley. </P>
<P>“Um yeah I had one but we just broke up. I caught her cheating on me.” </P>
<P></P>
<P>Ryan’s eyes dropped back to his feet. Then he felt a small, cool hand on his shoulder. </P>
<P>“Oh Ryan I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have brought it up.” </P>
<P>Ryan lifted his head and their eyes locked. Then Hayley wrapped him up in a hug. Ryan gave her a smile and then they changed the subject. </P>
<P>Ryan and Hayley talked the night away. They talked about the old days and their childhood. Ryan didn’t want to but he kept remembering when Hayley was his. He couldn’t let himself do that though. After how he left her he knew he couldn’t go back to her again. Hayley was thinking about it too. Part of her was still slightly angry, and part wanted him back. She had gone through most of her high school years in love with the boy, but she just couldn’t. Things were different now. She had her fashion career and he had his music. They had two totally different lives. </P>
<P>They didn’t realize it but it was getting late, really late. Spence, Jon, and Brendon had already shut off the xbox and were in their rooms asleep. Angeline was on a couch fast asleep. Ryan and Hayley decided to call it a night and Hayley woke up her friend and got ready to go back to her parent’s house. Ryan walked them to the door. </P>
<P>“Hey do you want to hang out tomorrow? You know hang out like old times? We can just drive around and do stuff, or hey we can go bowling!” </P>
<P>Ryan loved to bowl and he, Brendon, Spencer, and Hayley used to go all the time. </P>
<P>“Sure that would be so much fun! Ok call me tomorrow ok? Night Ry.” </P>
<P>Hayley gave him another hug and then was out the door. Ryan stood there and smiled. He couldn’t help but love that girl. She was his best friend, was once his girl friend, and for a time was his everything. </P>
<P>Hayley had gotten into her night clothes and was in her bed. She laid awake thinking about the events of the day. She also thought about Ryan. How he had been having girlfriend issues and how easy it was to talk to him. She thought about him, his hair, his eyes, his laugh, and his everything. She used to be in love with it all. For a time she thought he didn’t even notice her in more than a friend way. </P>
<P></P></B><I>
<P>“FLASHBACK” </P>
<P>Hayley lay in her bed. She had spent the day helping out her parents around the house. It was a Saturday night and she hadn’t gotten to hang out with the boys at all that day. She really didn’t mind except that she had missed seeing Ryan. The truth was she had started to have a crush on him, but she would never tell him or anyone because she was afraid of him not liking her more than “as a friend” way back. So she just kept it to herself. Just then she heard a knock on her window. </P>
<P>It was Ryan. </P>
<P>Her heart skipped a beat, and once she had calmed herself she opened it. </P>
<P>“What’s wrong Ry? Is your dad….um…not in a good mood again?” </P>
<P>“Yeah,” he replied holding his head. </P>
<P>“And Bren is at his grandparent’s house this weekend.” </P>
<P>As much as Hayley wanted to see Ryan again she couldn’t take him staying at her house over night again. The first time was ok because she didn’t like him then but how was she supposed to handle it this time? </P>
<P>“What about Spencer?” </P>
<P>“Oh, I didn’t think about him. I just wanted to find some place quick since its already dark.” </P>
<P>Hayley started to feel bad. She decided against her better judgment and let the boy in. </P>
<P>“What happened this time? Here let me see your head.” </P>
<P>She led him to the light in her bathroom and took a look. The lower part of his head and neck were bleeding and she found a few pieces of glass around the base of his head. She gasped slightly. </P>
<P>“Ryan Oh my gosh what happened to you?” </P>
<P>“Yeah my father kind of brought the party home this time and I got in the way so he hit me with a glass bottle. Is it bad? It really stings.” </P>
<P>Hayley cringed and decided that if she cleaned up the wound it would be ok. </P>
<P></P>
<P>“Yeah, I’ll clean it up and you’ll be fine ok ? Aw Ry this is insane! And look at your back, its scratched!” </P>
<P>Hayley left the room briefly and then returned with some antiseptic, a cloth, tweezers, and a bag of ice. First she took out all of the glass bits then she had him lay on her bed. She put some antiseptic on his head and neck. Then she had him take off his shirt so she could clean up his scratched back. Her heart skipped a beat when he did this. She shook her head to get her back on track. She dabbed at his back until she was satisfied it was clean, and then she went to get him an aspirin for the pain. She came back and gave it to him. Then he began to get drowsy, and looked up at Hayley sitting beside him. </P>
<P>“Thank you so much Hayley. I don’t know what I would do without you.” </P>
<P>He lifted himself up and hugged her then kissed her on the cheek. Then he laid back down and almost instantly fell asleep. Hayley blushed madly. He kissed her! Well kind of, but still what if he could actually like her back! Or what if it was just the aspirin, or maybe he was just really grateful. Her smile dropped. She cleaned up the bathroom and then made her makeshift bed next to Ryan on the floor then turned off the lights and was asleep. </P>
<P>The next morning Hayley awoke early. Ryan was already up and getting ready to go back home. Hayley went up to him. He turned around. </P>
<P>“Good morning Hayls. Thank you soo much. You’re the best.” He said as he gave her a hug. </P>
<P>She smiled and then remembered it was Sunday. </P>
<P>“Hey Ry, did you want to come to church with me? It’s really fun and my parents and I would love for you to come!” </P>
<P></P>
<P>Ryan thought about it. He decided that he wanted to go. </P>
<P>“Sure I’ll have to go back home and ask my dad. I’m sure he will say yes and then I’ll change and meet you back here. Wait I don’t know what to wear.” </P>
<P>Hayley laughed a little at the boy and his faced flushed with embarrassment. </P>
<P></P>
<P>“Don’t worry Ry. How about I come over there in about an hour and help you. You know how me and clothes go.” She smiled. </P>
<P>“Yeah like PB&amp;J!” Ryan said matter-of-factly. </P>
<P>“Ok well I’ll see you later then.” She said as she walked to her door. </P>
<P>Hayley decided that her parents weren’t up yet so Ryan could go out the front door this time. She walked with him out to her front gate. He gave her another hug and then was off. Hayley watched him for a minute and grinned wide. Then she grabbed up the newspaper at her feet and went back inside to get ready. </P>
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<P></P></I>
<P>Back at Ryan’s apartment he was thinking about the same thing, but only he, and the exception of Brendon whom he had told the next day so he wouldn’t give Ryan’s cover away, knew the whole truth about that night. The truth was that Brendon wasn’t at his grandparent’s house. Ryan just wanted to see Hayley and he felt more comfortable going to Hayley when his dad was drunk. She gave him a funny feeling, and he liked it. She always knew how to make him feel better. Plus he had a crush on the girl, but he didn’t want to tell anyone. He told Brendon though, partly because he had to so he could cover for him and because Brendon was his best friend. He was going to tell Spence later because he thought it wouldn’t be fair or him to tell Bren and not him, but definitely wouldn’t tell anyone else.</P>
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<P>Heyy everyone! I hope your liking my little fanfic creation :) buzz, comments, and maybe even sugestions are totally welcome! luv ya'll for reading it :D</P></B></FONT></FONT><I><FONT size=2>
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		  		  	<category>brendon urie</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>panic at the disco</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smit</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-15T18:58:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight:Beginning with You &amp; I]]></title>
	      <link>http://falloutpenguin.buzznet.com/user/journal/2811151/im-going-start-over-tonight/</link>
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<P><STRONG><U>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight: </U></STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG><U>Beginning with You &amp; I</U></STRONG> </P>
<P>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <U>Chapter 4</U> </P>
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<P>“Hey my Panic! boys. I’ve got some costume ideas, and that means today we will be doing fitting measurements. “</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Hayley and Angeline had just entered the studio. The Panic! at the Disco boys were lounging on various chairs throughout the room. Ryan had just turned off his iPod and Brendon put down his laptop. Hayley got out her design book and tossed it to Ryan. Even when they were children Ryan had always gotten to see Hayley’s new designs first. Ryan remembered this and he guessed Hayley had too. He smiled to himself.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P></P>
<P>“<I>FLASHBACK”</P>
<P>“Hey guys!”</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Hayley had just walked into the door of Brendon’s house and into the living room where they were hanging out. She had a big box behind her back with a large bow on the top, and her design book which she kept with her at all times in her other hand. She walked over to where Ryan was and hopped up next to him.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!” she yelled at him.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“You already said that like 20 times today Hayley, “Ryan laughed.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“I know but this is your ‘here9s your birthday gift’ happy birthday.”She grinned wide and handed the boy the big box. </P>
<P>Ryan opened it and squealed. Inside was a one-of-a-kind original Hayley hoodie that she had designed and made herself. She had shown him the design a couple of weeks ago. It was gray with black and grey horizontal striped pockets and black frayed elbow patches. It also had a black rusted looking silver zipper and an H.W. sewn onto the inside tag. All and all it was perfectly flawless and well crafted. It was the nicest gift he had ever received.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P>“It’s the hoodie you said you liked. I sneaked out one of your old ones for the </P>
<P>measurements and made it for you. I hope it fits, and I hope you like it.”</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P></P>
<P>“Thank you so much Hayls! I absolutely love it!”</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Ryan got up and wrapped Hayley in a big hug, and then sat back down with his gift</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Hayley was very proud of her accomplishment and was happy when Ryan tried it on and it fit. Ryan was beaming.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“Hey! I want a Hayley hoodie! Man my birthday isn’t until next April!” said a pouty Brendon.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>“Yes, but there’s always Christmas,” said Hayley with a sly smile.</FONT></FONT><FONT size=4> </P></FONT><FONT face=Calibri size=4><FONT face=Calibri size=4>
<P>Brendon’s face lit up again and he grabbed the jacket away from Ryan so he could try it on. Spencer asked to see it after him and marveled at the craftsmanship of the jacket. </P>
<P>“I think it looks cheap.” Brent said, looking up from his bass that he had been playing in the corner of the room. </P>
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<P>“Well I don’t think anyone cares what you think, Brent,” said a rather agitated Ryan. </P>
<P>Hayley didn’t mind the insult. She was used to Brent and didn’t really care about his insults. Ryan took back his jacket and the four spent the rest of the day hanging out and celebrating Ryan’s birthday. </P></I><B></B>
<P></P><B>
<P>“Wow Hayley, these are amazing! They look so intricate and cool! You’re truly the best Hayls!” </P>
<P>Hayley blushed. Growing up Ryan had also been her number one fan. </P>
<P>Brendon grabbed the dark maroon covered book and sat on the couch in between Spencer and Jon. They flipped through the book and started to call who got which costumes. Angeline giggled and took the book from Brendon. </P>
<P>He made big puppy eyes and acted like a child who had gotten a new toy taken away and was trying to get it back. </P>
<P>“The costume designs are already set for you. Sorry guys, no dibs this time. </P>
<P>Hayley and I have consulted with eachother and picked looks for each one of you.” </P>
<P>Angeline started to take out the pages and organize them. Brendon stuck out his bottom lip and began to pout. Hayley then decided that she and Angeline would take the boys one at a time. She would take Spencer and Angeline would take Brendon first. The girls got out notepads and measuring tapes and got to work. </P>
<P>They had the boys stretch out their arms and legs, and measured their waists. Angeline had quite a time measuring Brendon. Every time she would stick the tape to him he would giggle madly like a child. He was truly a child at heart and Angeline didn’t mind. She thought he was a cute boy, and she found that he was easy to talk to. He could keep up a conversation on nothing and make it the most interesting thing she had ever heard. Angeline liked to talk too. She would sometimes talk Hayley’s ear off to the point of her leaving the room. That’s how Angeline was; she was an excellent talker and listener. </P>
<P>The girls had finished measuring the first two and now Hayley would measure Ryan and Angeline would measure Jon. </P>
<P>“Thanks for the listening, I know I can be pretty talkative, but it was fun.” Brendon said with a grin. </P>
<P>“Oh no problem it was interesting, really. Oh can you tell Jon to come over here, please?” </P>
<P>“JON IT’S YOUR TURN!” Brendon yelled out. Then he went over to the table to see which costumes were to be his. </P>
<P>Angeline laughed. She really did like talking to Brendon. She also had a funny feeling when she was with him. She shook herself. She couldn’t like this guy. He was her client and famous and gorgeous. When it came to guys Angeline was very shy and insecure. She couldn’t, she wouldn’t and she wasn’t goin g to. </P>
<P>Hayley had done some catching up while measuring Spence. She asked him to call in Ryan, and then reached into her bag and grabbed a handful of skittles. Ever since she could remember she was addicted to that candy. She popped the last of them into her mouth as Ryan came up. </P>
<P>“Still addicted I see? I swear you must have been born with that candy.” </P>
<P></P>
<P>He smiled and Hayley finished chewing the last of her skittles. </P>
<P>“So how has life been? I mean tell me all about the famous Ryan Ross of the ever so popular Panic! at the Disco?” Hayley said with a smirk. </P>
<P>“Well let’s see everything has been, like Brendon has put it, a freaking whirlwind. My life is in fast forward motion constantly, and my heart is on my sleeve most of the time.” </P>
<P></P>
<P>Ryan stretched out his arm so Hayley could measure it. </P>
<P></P>
<P>“What about girls? You must have tons crawling all over you.” </P>
<P>Ryan looked at his feet. </P>
<P></P>
<P>“Well I just broke up with my girlfriend.” </P>
<P></P>
<P>Hayley’s smile faded. </P>
<P>”Oh.” </P>
<P>She finished up the measuring and put away her things. The group decided to hang out at Ryan’s apartment for the rest of the day to relax and do more catching up. It was Brendon and Jon’s idea to play Twister and Uno most of the day, and no one protested. Everyone just wanted to unwind and hang out.<BR></P></FONT></FONT><FONT size=4></B></FONT></SPAN>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>brendon urie</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley willaims</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-06T11:26:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight:Beginning with You &amp; I]]></title>
	      <link>http://falloutpenguin.buzznet.com/user/journal/2747161/im-going-start-over-tonight/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight:</FONT></SPAN></U></I></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>
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Beginning with You &amp; I<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></U></I></B>
<P></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN></SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 20pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%">Chapter 3<o:p></o:p></SPAN></U></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN></SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></SPAN></B><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%">“FLASHBACK”<o:p></o:p></SPAN></I></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>“So have we thought of a new name yet guys?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>The boys had been working on getting a new name for days. They never could decide on the perfect one. Hayley sat on the couch she usually sat on to watch the boys practice or just hang out. She was listening to a mix CD that Ryan had burned for her. They were a mix of all four boy’s favorite songs. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hey why don’t you mix names of songs and stuff?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Hayley didn’t want to intrude, but she was getting tired of the arguing. It turns out the boys thought it was a great idea, but once again couldn’t decide which to choose and mix. So Hayley came up with another suggestion.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hey, what about Panic! At the Disc ? It’s a mix of some of the songs on Ryan’s mix CD that he gave me. You guys could keep in the exclamation point too to give it a focus point and for added design and emphasis to the name.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Wow Hayley there you go again with your ‘designer talk’,” Brent said coolly.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Shut up Brent! I think it’s an amazing name! Good job Hayley.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan gave a wide smile at Hayley which made her blush. She knew Brent was a jerk but the fact that Ryan always stood up for her around him made her happy.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Ok let’s vote then. All in favor for Panic! at the Disco raise their hand,” Brendon yelled.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>He raised his hand along with Spencer, Ryan, and Hayley. Brent didn’t raise his hand.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Well it’s everyone against Brent, as usual.” Brendon said with a sigh.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>The four laughed and Brent just rolled his eyes. So the name was set. Panic! at the Disco with the exclamation point, for the focus point, as Hayley put it. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>BEEP BEEP BEEP! BEEP BEEP BEEP!<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan rose from his bed and rubbed his eyes open. He stifled a yawn and got up to take a shower. Panic! at the Disco had set up a meeting with AngelJean (Hayley and Angeline’s design company) later that day so Hayley could show them some designs for more costumes. Ryan was happy about this meeting. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ever since he had seen Hayley walk through the door, he felt like he was a child again. He felt like he did back when he didn’t have girlfriend issues and drama. He liked it and he was glad she was back. Hayley had been his only girl best friend ever. He didn’t even like her at first. If it weren’t for Brendon he would never have given her another thought after lunch that day. But then he had found out she wasn’t all that bad and was a great friend to him. She had even helped with their oh so popular band name Panic! at the Disco. She had gone to almost every band practice and was their first number one fan. She was also his best friend when Brendon couldn’t be there for him.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN>“FLASHBACK”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Hayley opened her balcony window to find a wet Ryan Ross.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Ryan, wait, what are you doing here? It’s raining and late!”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>She let the boy in so he could tell her what was going on.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“ Hayley! Help! I need your help. Brendon’s not here because he went on that stupid family vacation to Florida and so I need you. Well see my dad is, well he’s an alcoholic and so sometimes he comes home and well he’s not in a good mood.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Hayley cut him off seeing that he had a gash on his forehead that was dripping blood down the side of his face and onto his shirt.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Ryan, Oh my gosh! Did he do this to you? Are you ok? Oh Ryan!”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“No I’m fine. That’s the thing. When he comes home like this I usually sneak over to Bren’s house, but you see he’s not there so I decided to come over here. I know it was rude and unexpected, but I didn’t know what else to do.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan started to notice that his head was bleeding so he started to try to wipe it. Hayley took his hand and lead him into the bathroom connecting to her room. She was glad that he thought of her as a friend he could go to when he needed. She felt needed and she liked that.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“No, no Ryan. It’s ok. Sure it was unexpected but it wasn’t rude. You’re welcome to spend the night. My parents can sleep through just about anything and I’ll set my alarm so you can leave before they wake up, and don’t worry Ry I’m here.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>She ran a towel under warm water and started to dab at his forehead. He flinched but then gave her a warm smile. She had never seen that smile, but she liked it. For a second it made her heart leap. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Then Hayley grabbed and old shirt from her drawer and gave it to him. He went into the bathroom to change. He came out in the shirt and his boxers and laid his hoodie, jeans, and shirt out to dry. She took him by the arm and tucked him into her bed. She knew he felt scared and upset and tried to make him feel as comfortable as possible. When she had finished tucking him in she went into the bathroom and cleaned it up and shut off the light. She grabbed an extra blanket and pillow out of her closet and set up a bed on the floor next to her bed. After she had made herself comfortable, she breathed a sigh and smiled. She felt really good about herself and her friendship with Ryan.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
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&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Well I got alot of feedback and buzz so I guess I'm going to keep writing :) Thanks everyone! I'll try not to let you down.
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		  		  	<category>brendon urie</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-26T13:43:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning You &amp; I]]></title>
	      <link>http://falloutpenguin.buzznet.com/user/journal/2736621/im-going-start-over-tonight/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight:</FONT></SPAN></U></I></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Beginning with You &amp; I<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></U></I></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN></SPAN></I><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 20pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%">Chapter 2<o:p></o:p></SPAN></U></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>BEEP BEEP BEEP! BEEP BEEP BEEP! <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan woke up with a jolt. He had fallen asleep thinking back to his childhood and it was now 8:30. It was Saturday but instead of sleeping in he decided he was hungry. He fixed himself a bowl of lucky charms and grabbed a bottle of water and settled back in his bed and flipped on the TV. He clicked threw the channels and finally settled on a game show. After a while<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>he heard his phone ring. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Hello Bren.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Hey Ry, I did it! <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Uh did what?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-I found a possible designer candidate to help us with our “look”!<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Oh, nice!<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Yeah so can you meet? I already asked Jon and Spencer if they could meet and they said yes. We are going to all meet at the studio so we could get to know her and see what we think.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Oh sure I can meet. What time?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-1:00 today.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Ok I’ll be there<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Great I’ll tell the others! Ok so see you later Ry.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Ok later. Oh and Bren?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Yeah?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-Good job, Thanks.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-No prob bye.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>-bye.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>It was 10:30.So Ryan decided to take a shower and clean up around his Las Vegas apartment. When he had finished he picked up his phone. Six missed calls and a text message. They were from Aubrey, his ex-girlfriend from the night before. He clicked open his phone.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I’m sorry!! Can we PLEASE talk about this? I love you Ryan<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Now before Ryan would have gone crawling back to her thinking things would be different, but Ryan knew he had to change his girl habits. He wouldn’t go crawling back. He was going to wait for the <I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">right</I> girl this time. Ryan was starting to get a headache so he went to his medicine cabinet in the kitchen and took 2 ibuprofens and lay down on his couch.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></B></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>“FLASHBACK”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 13pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Boys will be boys hiding in estrogen <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-24T15:06:36Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[So I'm Going to Start Over Tonight: Beginning with You &amp; I]]></title>
	      <link>http://falloutpenguin.buzznet.com/user/journal/2736601/im-going-start-over-tonight/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Hi! My name is Em and this is a fanfic that I came up with. It was inspired by a dream I had a few days ago. It is my version of what Panic at the Disco and Hayley Williams’ childhood would be. I added a lot of stuff and used some real facts. I used Hayley and Ryan as focus points because I was inspired by jesslovespanic’s<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>fanfic<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Because This Road is All You’ll Ever Have. She actually inspired me to write this out and buzznet it. Comments are always welcome and I hope you enjoy reading it! </FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%">So I’m Going to Start Over Tonight:</SPAN></U></I></B></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>Beginning with You &amp; I<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN></SPAN></U></I></B><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></SPAN></B><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><U><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 20pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%">Chapter 1</SPAN></U></B><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I..I can’t believe you would do this to me!!!” <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan pushed his way out of the back room he had just entered not more than 5 minutes earlier, leaving his now ex-girlfriend and the guy Ryan had caught making out with her. He was angry, frustrated, upset but oddly enough not all that surprised. For one he had had a feeling that something was going on weeks earlier, and that this wasn’t the first time this had happened to him. The truth is Ryan Ross was horrible with women. This had been the 5<SUP>th</SUP> time he had caught one of his girlfriends cheating on him. He was tired of it all. <I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><o:p></o:p></I></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“RY !!!”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan looked up. His best friend and band mate Brendon Urie was calling and chasing after him.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Ry, Ryan, wait up man! What’s wrong?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Brendon could read his best friend like a book, and what he was reading was that his best friend had caught another one of his girlfriends cheating on him. So they went outside and Ryan filled Brendon in on how he had caught her this time, and how he was tired of always making the same mistakes.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I’m so stupid! What’s wrong with me? I can never seem to tell whose right or whose wrong for me anymore! I can’t take this!”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Calm down, there there Ry. You’re NOT stupid and there’s nothing wrong with you!”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan knew that his best friend was only trying to comfort him, and he was thankful for it. Brendon, ever since they were children, always knew how to make him feel better.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yeah thanks Bren, I’m kind of tired. I think I’m going to go on home. I’ll call you tomorrow.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>He gave his friend a weak smile and started to walk away.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Oh and remember you said that you were going to pick out the designer for ‘our look’”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yeah yeah I know I know, I’m still looking I’ll tell you when I’ve made my decision.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan got home and changed into his boxers and a night shirt and got ready to go to bed. He checked his phone and e-mail for messages. It was about 11:45 p.m. He snuggled up under his comforter and thought about the events of the night.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“<I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I just find the RIGHT girl?”<o:p></o:p></I></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>He didn’t know why but he started to think back to his early childhood growing up in Summerlin, NV., and he remembered Hayley Williams. The one girl he always <I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">knew</I> could have been the right one, and was sorry he ever let her go.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>“<I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">FLASHBACK”</I><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hey Bren! What’s for lunch today? Pb&amp;j again I presume?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“You know one of these days Ryan Ross you’re going to get fat!”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Brendon had his hands on his hips and was trying to stare seriously into the boys eyes and not laugh.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“HAH! Me? Fat? Now that’s a joke!<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Now they both knew it was a joke. Ever since they could remember Ryan had always eaten anything and everything he wanted and never gained and extra pound.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>The boys hurried to the lunchroom to look for a good table before they were all taken. They found one, sat down, and started their usual rounds of this morning’s school gossip.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hey Ry, did you here there’s this new girl in school? Her name is….err…Hayley Williams I think. She’s from…um….um some southern state…err..Tennessee.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Wow we never had southern people transfer here to Vegas before. She probably has some dorky accent and dreams of having her own ranch one day.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan added his own facial expressions and southern accent to add effect. At this the two boys grabbed their stomachs in shear pain of all their laughter. Until they were approached by a bright red haired girl wearing dark yellow skinny jeans, a Rolling Stones t-shirt, black vans with yellow laces, and bright yellow eye shadow that complimented her entire look.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I’m surprised you didn’t call me a hillbilly like the rest of them. Oh and I’ve never been near a ranch before and definitely don’t dream about having one, thank you very much.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>I’m an aspiring designer. Fashion is my thing.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>The two boys turned bright red. They had no idea that the new girl had been watching and listening to them for the past five minutes. The two didn’t know what to do now. She had heard and seen everything and they were quite embarrassed and ashamed of themselves. Brendon turned out to be the first to break the silence.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Uh yer… really sorry about that we didn’t mean it more than just a joke .”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Oh its ok I guess…. Can I sit here? I’m kind of getting tired of this whole new girl awkward standing thing.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Sure! Oh by the way my name is Brendon Urie and this is my friend George Ryan Ross.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“It’s just Ryan!! I go by Ryan now.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan didn’t like his first name and preferred his middle name, Ryan.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>The three got out their lunches and started to eat and get acquainted.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Wow what did someone throw up banana or something? That’s A LOT of yellow.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan was the only one to laugh at his crude joke. Brendon shot Ryan a warning glance and Hayley just rolled her eyes.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I’m sorry Hayley; I must apologize for my rude friend’s crude sense of humor. I on the other hand love your outfit. I’ve never seen girls around here dress so…..different. It’s cool! And your make-up wow! Do you do it yourself? It’s awesome.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yer I do, and I LOVE color it’s great for self expression and creativity.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Hayley bent down to fix her yellow shoelace that was coming undone.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>As she bent down the two boys noticed her long, flowing, bright red hair.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hey is that your natural color? It’s so bright.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Ryan didn’t care if it was rude to ask a girl that. He really wanted to know. The color was amazing to him.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Uh yer. It is. Cool huh.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“YER!”, the boys said in unison.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>The bell rang. They three cleaned up their table. The boys had the same class next. Hayley had a different one. She started off for her class when Brendon called after her.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hey Hayley, do you want to hang out with us today after school? Ryan and I are in a band and we have practice today you can come listen if you want to.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>Hayley smiled wide. She had just moved to Las Vegas the week earlier and she had already made friends. She was proud of herself.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yer sure! I would love to!”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </SPAN>They made a plan to meet after school and walk over to a friend of theirs house where the band practice was to be held.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></I></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>brendon urie</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>panic at the disco</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>falloutpenguin</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-24T14:52:00Z</dc:date>
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